Out of It

Today, I was out of it.

Out of it is a really weird expression that I like to use. Because it's not clear what it actually means. Out of it? Out of what exactly? Out of life? I guess, in a way.

I usually use "out of it" to describe days when I feel like I'm not in reality, that I'm just in a dream, and I'm kind of stumbling through it. It sometimes just happens, when I feel really tired or bored, or both.

There are just some days like that when life seems like nothing.

But after those times, there's often some kind of change. And life feels like something again.