Sometimes I feel like I just need to stop doing the same things over and over again. In some situations, I can't control this, and I have to keep following the routine. Like in English class I have write the same type of essays over and over again or else I'll get a bad grade.
But when I can control it, I will.
Today, I was annoyed during math class at life in general, because only one person in the room seemed to remember my existence. So when I got out of math class and it was lunch time, I decided I wasn't going to go to lunch with the people I normally go with (wow, lots of go's in that sentence).
So at first I just wandered the hallways alone and thought about life, which wasn't a bad use of my time. Then I made a terrible video about How Not to Spend Your Lunch Time, which kind of ended up turning into a tour of the school, especially the rooms of classes I miss from last year.
But then I saw some students I know walk into my science room from last year so I figured I would too. And it was nice, sitting in that room with people around me, listening to the new Taylor Swift songs someone was playing. Just eating my food, and thinking to myself, "hey, I found a place to go for lunch!"
So, I was happy that just for today, I stepped out of my routine. It's something that I really have to remember to do sometimes. Because a lot of the time, it makes me feel a lot better.
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